Eczema Treatment Care

I had in 2006 a risk contact with dancer, after 2 weeks i had herpes in my mouth and in my penne.The following weeks i experienced almost all the acute syntoms fo hiv infection(tonsilitis,flu,depression,suic… thinking,weight lost,etc).I had a cd4 count and went down around the 8 week to 650.
the elisa test since then had been negative , I had made test every 6 months.Last month also to confirm I made the western test and it was negative.
Why am i still worry???
In this 2 years ,I had been with different illnes, new for me.Like soar throat for long periods,, dermatitis, i think i am loosing a lot of hair because also could be foliculitis, and something that is killing me right now is a rash in the excrotum and extange fillings in my tongue.