Eczema Treatment Care

I had in 2006 a risk contact with dancer, after 2 weeks i had herpes in my mouth and in my penne.The following weeks i experienced almost all the acute syntoms fo hiv infection(tonsilitis,flu,depression,suic… thinking,weight lost,etc).I had a cd4 count and went down around the 8 week to 650.
the elisa test since then had been negative , I had made test every 6 months.Last month also to confirm I made the western test and it was negative.
Why am i still worry???
In this 2 years ,I had been with different illnes, new for me.Like soar throat for long periods,, dermatitis, i think i am loosing a lot of hair because also could be foliculitis, and something that is killing me right now is a rash in the excrotum and extange fillings in my tongue.

Having many, many adverse reactions to taking this medication. I have tried repeatedly to contact the Dr and keep getting voice mail so no appt made yet or contact with them yet – just playing phone tag. So I quit taking it two days ago due to concern caused by my loss of periods for several months (I have been abstinant for at least a year-so not pregnant), severe dry skin, eczema, Seborrheic dermatitis(bad dandruff), graying hair, severe dry mouth, insomnia, loss of appetite, muscle pain, weakness, cramps all over, fatigue, stiffness, cramping – especially in lower legs, stiff neck, mood reactions and dry mouth also. I am a 38 yr old female born 02-11-1968, I was healthy other than a very high herditary LDL level and 50 pounds over my ideal weight and hypothyroidism (on synthroid and at good TSH levels though) when put on this drug several months ago and doubt the benefits can be worth how awful life has become while on this medication. Anyone have any info or input on this at all?